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 | You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.
Angel | | 75% | Faerie | | 67% | Mermaid | | 59% | Dragon | | 33% | WereWolf | | 25% | Demon | | 0% | </td>
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its only been a little over a week and I am going crazzzyyyyy >< I miss Matty fatty XD
oh welllllll only like 12 more days...
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College is not exactly as I expected. If only I could have a daily schedule such as : sleeping in, eating, working out, sleeping some more, recieving a paycheck, go shopping, taking care of my pets, seeing Matt, and then going out all night. Sigh, wouldn't that be great :)
Anyways, currently I am feeling overwelmed with school, tired, lazy, missing Melissa, Casey, Amber, Katie, wishing there was more time in my life to see all these people, wondering what I am going to do tonight, so excited for this weekend, thinking how I am going to be living by myself this time next year, etc.
For the rest of the night I will be eating cause I am starving, study study study, more homework, meeting Matty at 8:30 then who knows O.O anythings possibllllee XD
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[22 Jul 2006|09:10pm] |
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Mmm and suprisingly I dont really have anything to say...other than why doesnt anyone post in these things anymore? It's going to be weird when myspace isnt addicting anymore and becomes just another website like this one. uggh my stomache has been killing me lately. Matty is leaving for tour again in a couple hours I guess : /. cry cry. I leave for Chinateague (?) though on Monday to see the pretty wild horses :) Then to Alliance Friday with Christina...then Sunday my Boo comes back hoommmeee XD and we all know what happens then....O.O haha jk..jk. Shistaaaa my moms bday is tomorrow. C O M P L E T E L Y forgot...Note to self: boyfriends and work take up too much time. Siiigh but its so worth it ;). Until next time.
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Stress suckssssssssssssssssssss more than anything cause its making my stomache hurt :(
Anyways, haha besidddddes all that, spring break was mor eventful then I thought it would be. The first weekend I took matt up to my cousin Helens, we saw ice age II with her and her boyfriend, rode around on ATV's XD yeaaaaah all that ish. Then Monday me and matt watch Cable Man? or Cable Guy?? haha I didnt quite catch the name but its something like that, then we went bowling with some people from work. I got better at it ;) even though I still lost with an 8 pound ball. Tuesday nothing really happened, just physicical theropy and work. Wend. I met up with Christina and we went to the Troc and saw Centerview and Race The Sun then got lost in philly for about a half an hour passing all the same stuff about 3 times. Then we went to taco belll mmmm its ok if you dont do it EVERY day right? :) hung out at her house for about an hour, picked up matt and such. Thursday Matt and I went fishing!!!! it was the nicest day ever, we went at like 8 in the morning and I was STILL hot with it being so early. I didnt catch anything this time...:( but that bitch caught 4 and rubbed it in my face! haha, we wanted to catch turtles but the water was too scary O.O. and they were out just a step out too far. That night we watched Sound of Thunder? I think it was called? It was really good actually, I liked it a lot. Fridayyy I just cleaned a lot, painted, went to my art gallery show thing. (I'll be in the paper by the way :) In thoes community papers or whatev). Then I ordered papa johns and rented a movie (Dreamer) yes I am a horse l o v e r. :) it was iight..sike I loved it. Went to bed early, got up at 6 went to workkk worked all day went to my grandparents house, went to the mall, got Melissa her B-Day present and got me some stuff :) Haha I got stuck on the Body in Evidence show last night where there are mystery crimes and they solve them. I was addicted! it was crazy. Then I went to bed, now I'm up and I gotta go to work and then see matt for the first time in 3 daaayss I'm excited. :) haha. I am always kind of weird about writting these enteries because I feel like people really look down upon people that spend all of their time with their boyfriends and I mean I do spend a lot of time with him but I dont think its a bad thing at all. he's not really just my boyfriend when we hang out..we dont just do all that stuff that "couples" do we do a lot that couples dont do actually. I feel that we are really really close friends more than anything else. I mean I never thought I would do half the things that I do infront of Matt or the things I say to him, ever. So I dont want people to think that oh shes just another one of thoes whos obsessed w her boyfriend because thats not the case, I'm just simply the happiest when he's around and we have a lot of fun together. Yeah we fight time to time but who doesnt? I guess the point I'm trying to get accross is that I've never had this type of intimate or good friends type of relationship with anyone before, I mean I didnt even know it existed or could exist. so incase you're trying to compare it to something and/or are coming up with reasons to criticize people like me, you're wrong because its not possible.
Wow I'm late for wizzzyyyyyyy
Catch you later
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[06 Apr 2006|09:06pm] |
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and Matty, and my friends, and tanning and how it makes me feel good, and the fact that I'm turning 18 soon, and thinking about what I'm gonna DO on my 18th birthday at the tattoo shop, and that I'm going to prom, my prom dress, my taste in music, and my clear face, and my clothes, how my teeth are getting more white, the show Lingo, thinking about my new summer job, thinking about six flags this summer, thinking about recieving my new gauges I ordered today, Matts birthday and what I'm getting him ;), spring break coming soon and taking Matt to meet my cousin Helen in PA, thinking about ridding ATV's in PA, thinking about getting RIPPED this summer but not really, thinking about the beach, my report card and 4.1 GPA!!, aaah life is perfect minus my strained knee and missing Melissa. The end.
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* Snow is so gorgeousss *
"I'm gonna eat every flake" :)
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[06 Jan 2006|11:16pm] |
Yes its true...I finally got a myspace. ADD ME!!!
haha <3
myspace.com/bekkizon
<3 ME
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[02 Jan 2006|10:27pm] |
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tehehe, Mmmm it was the bestest break ever! I'm not gonna get into all the details, I'll just say it was definitely one of the best times of my life and I am so in love..and am such a loser XD I love it. Ugh, trying not to think about school tomorrow ><
<3 Bekki!!
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[26 Dec 2005|10:55am] |
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ugh, well Christmas Eve was really fun. I worked all day, then Matt came over and had dinner with my family, then he opened all his gifts XD I got him the whole first series of Resident Evil action figures, made him a scarf, framed my senior picture, got him boxers, got him socks because he steals mine, and I made him a project that I had to do for English, it's about Centerview and its about how they started out and the progress that they've gone through to get where they are now, and theres illustrations of them all :) I spent hours and hours on that thing let me tell you. And then I made him a cute card which I wanted to keep cause I liked it so much, haha. And on each present I put a tab thing that had a letter on it, and a brief description of the present and he had to unscramble all the letters that were written on each present and open them in that order XD " I love u!" were the characters. I wanted him to open them in a certain order and that was the only way I knew how. ok anyways then I went to church with his family which was actually pretty fun and interesting. I hadn't been to church in like a year or more. Crazzyyyy. Anyways then I opened his presents XD. He got me gloves, a scarf, a hat, Sims 2 for PS2 which I'm so excited to play ; 10,000 wardrobes I believe? or 1000 maybe I read it wrong either way, wow. Then he randomly bought me boggle? hahaha I thought it was cute. We still need to play. He got me a gift card to Boscovs (?) is that how you spell it? And he ordered me something in the mail that hasn't come yeeeet XD. Then he parents! God they spoiled me. They got me Alexander the DVD, Constantine the DVD, one of thoes really cool bean sorta pillows that was in the shape of a reeses pieces bag and it looked just like it XD I loved it and they got me socks. Goodnessssss Mrs. Federer is serious when she goes shopping, haha.
ok now for the big liiisttt
*white video/photo ipod 7500 songs
*2 calenders one with fairies on it
*cute socks
*two straight edge shirts
*a Thursday shirt
*more clothes
*undies
*scarfs
*jewelry which I love
*gum? hahah
*body wash and other smelly goodness stuff
*ornaments like usual
*omg...ready for this? 625 dollars total
*gift cards to AE, Borders, blockbuster and somewhere else I cant remember
*canvas and water color paper for art
*more I cant think of.
over all I love itttt. the only thing I didnt get was my digital camera which I guess I'll wait for my birthday for. I dont really want to spend my own money on it, hah I'm horrible.
TIME TO GO SHOPPING BITCH! I'm sooooo excited!! this is the most money I have ever had at once. Its like a second christmas bonuss yesssss. I love life right now <3
Gotta wake up the boo to ask for my list of things I need. <3 peaces
Bek
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School is easy, work isn't killing me, and Christmas is almost here!!!! I'm so excited for Christmas this year because I'm so happy with everything I got for every one. :) I am especially looking forward to my Mom opening hers and Matt's. I just get people things that I'd want them to get me or things that just remind me of them. Or in Matt's case most of the things I got him he needs. I can't believe that its already less than a week away XD. I am soooo excited. And this week, yeahhh two day week for me. Gaahh I can't wait. hmm, I can't wait til Wed. I miss Melissa soooooooo much I can't wait to see her. And meeting Trace will definately be both exciting and interesting. We always used to talk about getting married when we were younger. I remember at the pocanos about, haha 8 years ago? we tried to do this spell thingy to see what the first letter of the mans name we were going to marry is. hahaha crazzyyyyyyy. Of course I don't remember though. too bad. Anyways, then Tuesday is Secret Santa day in art class. I think it's funny who I picked, knowing he doesnt read this I think its safe to say? I picked Scott.. haha who would have guessed. Matt went with me to the 5 below store last night to help me pick it out. We saw Victoria there which was crazyy and amusing as usual. I like running into her. :) Last night I saw a really good movie with Matt. I wasn't expecting it to be so good but I loved it! The Skeleton Key. You think it looks scarier than it really is. It's really good. We also saw Narnia on Friday. Omg let me tell you, most amazing movie ever. I loved it. Go watch it. I also want to see King Kong I heard that was really good but long. Hm another person I think about a lot is Casey. Victoria said something about how shes going to the corner diner tonight? At 11? you crazy people dont you know I'm only 17 still in high school? Lucky bitches. <3 Hm I guess thats about it. Oh, so Centerview's new professional recording.. it sounds really good. I almost cried the first time I heard it but Matt doesnt know that and he doesnt read this so thats good. But no really, its really good and I think they are going to get somewhere really soon. I'm so excited but I can't say that I'm like GO GO GO OUT FOR A MONTH AND CALL ME AND BE ABLE TO TALK TO ME FOR ABOUT 2 MINUTES A DAY!!! I mean of course I want him to do all that but the point is is that I'm not quite as excited as he is. I'll miss him like crazy :( and the reason I'm saying this is because already because of this new album, he as about a 3 week tour in Feb. They are insane. I'm gonna miss him. But you have to listen to it! Please go most of you know them and are familiar with them, well they got like 5 times better. You need to listen and let me or them know what you think. http://www.myspace.com/centerview keep in mind that it isn't mixed yet. I can't even imagine what it will sound like then.. mmm I can't get Christmas off the brain. I can't WAIT for it! It also means I'll be seeing Helen! :) We always have fun on Christmas together telling each others boyfriends our fake age...and dressing up and spending the night at grandmoms house and waking up and having tea. :) its a good time of the year. ok well I've typed way too much dont forget to check Centerview out you wont regret I swear. It's amazing how far they have come.
<333 Bekki
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I just had the best weekend everrrr. Friday we went to work and got our paychecks, went job hunting for Matt because he needs some $ for the band mostly :) We went to a music store to pick up his amp thennn we went to the mall and went job hunting some more? I really missed the mall. I hadn't been there for a while which is unusual. There were these cute little stuffed Victoria Secret dogs and you could get one free with any PINK purchase which is basically all I buy anyways, so I was like I'm def. coming back and getting one because I'm obsessed with that store and thoese cute dogs. So me and matt went back on Saturday to turn all his applications in and the sign was GONE! and all the cute dogs were GONE! and let me tell you there were a lot. Gr. I was sad :*(. Anyways Aimee was house sitting for someone at her work and they had a HUGE TV down stairs, also I forgot to mention Saturday was our 1 year anniversary and nothing was going on so we rented Batman Begins and watched it down there, ordered pizza, that movie is really good. I really liked it. Thennn we went back to his house and he has this game on his computer that I'm obsessed with and cant stop playing every time I go over there, its some zoo game and you have to build a zoo and theres cute animals and they have little babies! :) I want it. Then we did some other stuff... ;) and watched Bewitched which I didn't really like. We didn't watch it all at once though so maybe thats why? It seemed short that way I guess. wow this is the longest entry I've written in a while. I was just so excited and counting down the days to last Saturday and it ended up being a relaly good weekend :) Oh and we went to the pet store in Lantana hehe they have the two cutest puppies :) they are long hair chiwawas although they dont look like either. and they are so pretty with bright blue eyes XD I love them too bad their 1000 each... and theres a baby hedgehog in there that looks like Shadow :). Now I'm waiting for Matt to get off work and we're going to the Y like we do every night. I would be there right now but ah I locked my keys in my car like a dumbass and I've been home alone for over an hour now.. : / haha. <3
<3 Bek
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I am so :). I am new glasses in love, in love, excited, in love, new clothes in love, in love, almost graduated in love, in love, no homework in love, in love, cold, in love, smelling good in love, in love, missed, in love, missing, in love, bored, in love, tired, in love, full, in love, comfortable, in love, whiter teeth in love, in love, goose bumps, in love, talking to Amber, in love, drinking Hi-C, in love, waiting for Matt to call me, in love, trying to figure out AE All-Access Pass online, in love, waiting for a game to load, in love, missing tank tops, in love, missing flip flops, in love, drawing a picture for Matt, in love, can't wait til I'm 18, in love, missing Casey and Melissa, in love, wondering where Melissa is?, in love, too lazy to clean my room, in love, going to the Y next week w/ Matt, in love, beat the sims game, in love, needing to save up for a never ending wish list, in love, need a new job, in love, can't wait to go to silk screening class tomorrow, in love, can't wait to see Matt after school and work tomorrow, in love, bad habit biting my nails, in love, desperately need to get my hair touched up and cut, in love, sick of typing, in love, in love, in love, in love, in love. period.
I've been meaning to write this down for a long time:
*digital camera
*ipod
*100 blank CD's
*pink chucks, black chucks, white shoes, other?
*belts
*purse
*scarfs
*socks
*trip to Victoria's Secret
*hair clips
*hair appointment
*money for college/new car?
*track jackets/winter coat
*christmas presents money
*Saw II, New Harry Potter, Wallace & Gromit, Just Like Heaven, much more.
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[17 Jun 2005|01:32pm] |
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Summer has been a lot of fun so far. Pretty much just spending time with Matt, got him running muahahaaa, playing Mario Party 6, hung out with Robby a few times, went to a show or two, grad. parties, playing pool, cleaning, water gun fights, karate fights, shopping, you knooowww all that good stuff. Hopefully soon we'll get a group of people to go away for the day to either the beach or Six Flags/Dorney. Who knoowwwssss. This whole livejournal thing is getting old.
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to good manners and elegance. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
Like exact.
Anywayssss I became host at my job so now this summer I'm working a lot. Not a bad thing. mmm, let's seee yesterday I saw Madagascar which was pretty funny. Friday I went shopping, then me and Matt went to the park after his band practice and just hung out there for a while. Now he's in Jersey and I'm just waiting for him to get hommmeee. I think I'm getting sick again. Oh welllll all I can think of for now. peaces
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to me! XD
I love everything I got from everyone. I got I think 17 things from my parents and I don't feel like saying them all, money from my grandmom, more money from my other one, phone call from Casey, and a ring and a trip fishing with Matt. What sucks is that I'm sick : / I didn't really do anything too exciting this weekend besides seeing Centerview play Friday and getting up at 7 yesterday to go fishing. For the most part I've just been playing Battlefront and eating cold stuff for my throat. Now I'm just bored out of my mind waiting for Matt to get out of band practice.
Thats all for now
<333 me
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So a few days ago it was the 6th month anniversary for Matt and I. It came fast. I thought it was cool how the date was 05/05/05. What made it better was the fact that I had a pretty good soccer game the next night, for once. It was a night game at home and Matt was there to see it. What gets even better is that my parents went away for the weekend, so I felt pretty independent. And it gets even better. Last night was I guess you could say was amazing and it made me feel like I could do it for the rest of my life. It was perfect. Oh and its a secret. Hahaa you thought you were gonna find out didn't you. Mmm " I'm in love and I don't care who knows it!" *spins around like Will Ferrell*
<33 Bkay
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I think that the team is doing a lot better this year. I've been out the last two games :( It's funny because when I'm not playing I wanna play even more than when I am playing. But yeah, we just had a game today it was exciting. We were winning first half, and then ended it with a tie and 2nd half I knew we were going to win, we were on their side of the field the whole 2nd half and then all of the sudden they scored. : / Oh well. It was exciting. I hope I can practice tomorrowwww and play Fridayyy before the show at the Grannge where mi chico is playinggg <3. I can't wait. Anddd either Hil or Cas if you read this, how does Saturday after 8 sound about getting together? I'll be callin you. That's it for now, I'm gonna go eat. peacesss
<33 Bek
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